im starting to realise how unhappy i am with my life, i have nothing in common with my friends, i cant relate to anyone, i spend most of my days alone with this empty feeling in my chest like im missing out on something or like im never satisfied. i am incredibly lonely, sad, full with self hatred and contemplating suicide because i honestly cannot live with myself any longer. i just want to move away and start again away from all these negative people. i want to feel safe, secure and like i am actually living for something. i havent felt that in a really long time.